29August2009,this is first time cry becoz of him..dunno why i suddenly real miss him..also dunno why suddenly shed the tears..yesterday had happen some thing..let me feel sad and not happy..he say we must keep a limited distance..coz i hav another guy..
After i listen that,my heart suddenly feel pain..i heard the guy that i like say this thing..
just like a lot of knief cut on my heart..after that he close my phone..
I know in that time i reali cant do anything..he try to dun want trust all the thing that i say..
i lost the way..at last i send a message to him..hope he can see my msg..hope he can trust me i just like him only..anyone also cant replace his placein my heart..he is not my lover,also like my big brother..
I feel very touch and happiness..when i face difficult,he will help me settle all the thing..
i feel lonely,he accompany me chat..he dote on me..i dunno i do what to thanx him..i know he like N97 phone..i promise i will sponser him some..i know i did all this thing not enough..
He feel lonely,i also cant do anything..dunno how to make him smile..but his brother support him..juz will not let him alone..
I know he has gf..say true i reali mind..but i just dun wan be the 3rd between them..of corz i also cant snatch from tat girl..like tat me look like very bad..haha..
but however la..im just want let him know i still like him..

haiz..wanna scul dy..tryer already coming..haven study finish yet..aiks>,<
dunno y i miss him suddenly..i tought i edi forget him..but i didnt..i hate myself why i so stupid..
when the first time i saw him i told my self if got chance i will never like him..
but at the last..i lose..i reali like him..i dunno why i will like him..dunno which part of him attrack me..he not leng zai..he is a playboy before..but now i dunno he still play or what..
i like him one and a half year..he know..

I will never regret i like him..i dunno he still like me a not..but i believe the guy that i like he will know i still waiting him..granted he dun like me..i m not mind..i can give him anything that he want..

im juz came back from 30 hours famine camp orh..wah..
reali nice at there..although is hungry la..but fun>,<
at the firz nite our camp had free time..there got movie orh..we had watched WALL-E movie..
hehe..the next day we went to stadium at bukit jalil..at there i saw a lot of singer orh..hope next year can invite more my friends go orh..dun make them stay at home..haha..
give them try 30 hour cant eat..hahaah

today,i learn some thing from my friend..they teach me the boy how to chose girlfriend..be a girl reali wan prepare a lot of condition..very difficult la..haha..but never mind..
For me orh..i will try my best..haha..